Post by Gia on Sept 30, 2013 11:42:27 GMT -6
Ren’ai hated her life right now. If there was an explanation of how much life could suck, the description of her life would be front and center. In the past several months, things had gone from bad to worse. First off, the Dragon Hawks had failed to get into the Semi-Finals, losing to the Flying Koi in the Quarters. It wasn’t due to the fact that they were better than them, but as Captain, she’d failed her team and it had made them lose. After that, they had lost their Waterbender, Kamil – the only one who’d managed to deal with her and stick around other than her best friend, Yuri. Tadashi has split at the same time, too. The Air Acolyte had been not only their friend, but their Manager, too. If anything, that had hurt more than losing Kamil, because now, they weren’t even friends. She hadn’t spoken to him since, and she couldn’t help but feel now that he’d pushed her away because of something that she’d done wrong. What else would be new, right? She pushed everyone away.
That had only been the start of her problems, though, and since then, things had gone from bad to worse. They had been unable to find a replacement for Kamil, and the stress was wearing on both her and Yuri. Now, they were at each other’s throats. It didn’t help that they saw each other at work as well as lived together at home. Things had gotten really bad in the past six months or so. At first after losing Kamil, the two young women had done everything they could to keep their spirits up. That hadn’t worked forever, though, and after a while, Ren’ai had started taking her frustrations out on Yuri. That wasn’t new, but usually, the Earthbender’s calm demeanor had eventually gotten her to calm down. That wasn’t the case now as the other young woman equally as frustrated as the Firebender, and started doing the same. This caused a lot of stress in basically every aspect of their lives. She wasn’t sure if things kept up if she’d even have a best friend for much longer.
Ren’ai was now totally dependent on her job as a waitress at Watashi’s. She was good at her job, but Ichiro’s father was not sympathetic. Luckily for her, Ichiro managed to convince her father to give her a little bit of a break. She now did everything she could to keep her attitude up at work, but that caused her to be even more hostile to Yuri at home. After all, she had no one else to be angry at. The Earthbender was the only other person around. They trained together still, lived together, and saw each other occasionally at work. At last Yuri was a delivery girl and not a waitress. That would probably have caused them to kill each other out right. In reality, the Firebender felt very depressed that this was driving them apart. They’d been friends for well over ten years, and it was sad that it had come to this. However, she had no idea how to fix things between them. That was usually Yuri’s job, and she wasn’t doing that right now. Therefore, they fought and argued.
Ren’ai and Yuri had even been forced to buy a new coffee table last month because she had set it on fire during one of their arguments. They blamed each other for that, but in reality, she blamed herself for absolutely everything. She didn’t know how to tell Yuri that so she didn’t. She wasn’t good at being the fixer of arguments, and it was becoming harder and harder to live with her when she wasn’t being the voice of reason. Not that she blamed her. If the positions were reversed, she would have hated herself too. It had been so long since she’d set anything on fire, too, that it only made her feel worse that she couldn’t control her temper. It had always been a source of anxiety for her when she realized that she was such an angry person, but looking at the charred remains of their table had really made her angry at herself, and therefore, she didn’t know what else to do but take it out on Yuri some more and say that she blamed her for it because she had started the argument. It wasn’t true, but it was the only way that Ren’ai knew how to deal with things.
And to top it all off, Ren’ai’s relationship with her parents was not getting better. Both of them were being very smug about the fact that they had foreseen that this “Probending” thing would fail, and that she hated her job as a waitress in “some restaurant”. According to her father, it all pointed to the fact that she should be getting married and settling down. They were trying to set her up with a young man for a rich family set to inherit millions. She knew what the reason was. They didn’t want to really split the fortune her father had four ways. This way, they’d have to leave it to their four sons, and make sure that had enough to be appropriate. She wouldn’t need if she married rich. As much as she hated the idea of being a trophy wife, the idea of this horrible state she was in ending was very enticing. Yutaka, the man in question, was actually not that much older than her - about nine years or so. He was horribly smug and arrogant based on their first – and only meeting – to date.
Ren’ai didn’t know what to do, and she sat down on the couch. She was still in her fine clothes that she’d worn over to her parents’ house for the weekly dinner. Her brothers were sympathetic, but they didn’t understand. After all, how could they – they were guys. She was wearing a red dress that fit her very well, and showed off her curves as much as was appropriate going over to her parent’s house. Her makeup was subdued, and she wore a pair of nice high heels. Her long black hair was up in an elegant up-do. She knew that she looked very good right now. Luckily she enjoyed getting dressed up, because if she didn’t, the whole process of going over to her parents’ house would be even worse than it already was. The Firebender laid her head back on the couch, and then laid her hand across her face as she gave a heavy sigh. Her mother was trying to “get to her to see reason” that the path she was on isn’t working, and that she should try to see if she could deal with Yutaka. If she could, then she should marry and move out of the “dingy apartment” she was in with Yuri and live the life she was meant to.
And the sad thing about all that was several months ago she hated her mother for suggesting it. Now… she was starting to think that her parents were right. Maybe she should agree to be with Yutaka…
That had only been the start of her problems, though, and since then, things had gone from bad to worse. They had been unable to find a replacement for Kamil, and the stress was wearing on both her and Yuri. Now, they were at each other’s throats. It didn’t help that they saw each other at work as well as lived together at home. Things had gotten really bad in the past six months or so. At first after losing Kamil, the two young women had done everything they could to keep their spirits up. That hadn’t worked forever, though, and after a while, Ren’ai had started taking her frustrations out on Yuri. That wasn’t new, but usually, the Earthbender’s calm demeanor had eventually gotten her to calm down. That wasn’t the case now as the other young woman equally as frustrated as the Firebender, and started doing the same. This caused a lot of stress in basically every aspect of their lives. She wasn’t sure if things kept up if she’d even have a best friend for much longer.
Ren’ai was now totally dependent on her job as a waitress at Watashi’s. She was good at her job, but Ichiro’s father was not sympathetic. Luckily for her, Ichiro managed to convince her father to give her a little bit of a break. She now did everything she could to keep her attitude up at work, but that caused her to be even more hostile to Yuri at home. After all, she had no one else to be angry at. The Earthbender was the only other person around. They trained together still, lived together, and saw each other occasionally at work. At last Yuri was a delivery girl and not a waitress. That would probably have caused them to kill each other out right. In reality, the Firebender felt very depressed that this was driving them apart. They’d been friends for well over ten years, and it was sad that it had come to this. However, she had no idea how to fix things between them. That was usually Yuri’s job, and she wasn’t doing that right now. Therefore, they fought and argued.
Ren’ai and Yuri had even been forced to buy a new coffee table last month because she had set it on fire during one of their arguments. They blamed each other for that, but in reality, she blamed herself for absolutely everything. She didn’t know how to tell Yuri that so she didn’t. She wasn’t good at being the fixer of arguments, and it was becoming harder and harder to live with her when she wasn’t being the voice of reason. Not that she blamed her. If the positions were reversed, she would have hated herself too. It had been so long since she’d set anything on fire, too, that it only made her feel worse that she couldn’t control her temper. It had always been a source of anxiety for her when she realized that she was such an angry person, but looking at the charred remains of their table had really made her angry at herself, and therefore, she didn’t know what else to do but take it out on Yuri some more and say that she blamed her for it because she had started the argument. It wasn’t true, but it was the only way that Ren’ai knew how to deal with things.
And to top it all off, Ren’ai’s relationship with her parents was not getting better. Both of them were being very smug about the fact that they had foreseen that this “Probending” thing would fail, and that she hated her job as a waitress in “some restaurant”. According to her father, it all pointed to the fact that she should be getting married and settling down. They were trying to set her up with a young man for a rich family set to inherit millions. She knew what the reason was. They didn’t want to really split the fortune her father had four ways. This way, they’d have to leave it to their four sons, and make sure that had enough to be appropriate. She wouldn’t need if she married rich. As much as she hated the idea of being a trophy wife, the idea of this horrible state she was in ending was very enticing. Yutaka, the man in question, was actually not that much older than her - about nine years or so. He was horribly smug and arrogant based on their first – and only meeting – to date.
Ren’ai didn’t know what to do, and she sat down on the couch. She was still in her fine clothes that she’d worn over to her parents’ house for the weekly dinner. Her brothers were sympathetic, but they didn’t understand. After all, how could they – they were guys. She was wearing a red dress that fit her very well, and showed off her curves as much as was appropriate going over to her parent’s house. Her makeup was subdued, and she wore a pair of nice high heels. Her long black hair was up in an elegant up-do. She knew that she looked very good right now. Luckily she enjoyed getting dressed up, because if she didn’t, the whole process of going over to her parents’ house would be even worse than it already was. The Firebender laid her head back on the couch, and then laid her hand across her face as she gave a heavy sigh. Her mother was trying to “get to her to see reason” that the path she was on isn’t working, and that she should try to see if she could deal with Yutaka. If she could, then she should marry and move out of the “dingy apartment” she was in with Yuri and live the life she was meant to.
And the sad thing about all that was several months ago she hated her mother for suggesting it. Now… she was starting to think that her parents were right. Maybe she should agree to be with Yutaka…